I sought this period of transformation; it has been years too many in the works, but I did not embark upon this next part – this current part – knowing it would be this hard. There is an emptiness to this that I did not anticipate, and the grief is heavy on my heart. Tears…
My body is tired, and my mind is rather foggy. I’ve been in this haze for about three or four full days now. Could be that I haven’t had any caffeine (my goodness I miss my coffee). Could be that I’ve sustained my body on raw veggies, hardboiled eggs, and brown rice for almost a…
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Today marks the beginning of dieta, a period of cleansing my mind, body, and spirit, so that I can be best prepared for the work to come. In this coming two weeks, I am placing restrictions on my nutritional diet (eating as much fruits and veggies as I can, plain rice, no salt, spices, or…
Gathering mountains of words in this silence I would speak aloud but my lips do not move. Eyes gazing out into the night, the darkness just as radiant as what I hold inside my chest. My place, the night, with the creatures comfortable in the shadows. I am She, Sheba, and she slowly slinks through…
From the depths within my spirit screams, arms outstretched, head tilted back, pulsing fire through my veins. With shallow breath and racing heart my voice spews raw emotion – pain; facing the absolute death of my self - it beckons me to give in, let go, and allow the demons to escape from open lips…
I wanted you to know that I am grateful for your part in my story, and I will always smile when I think of you
The sun is warm, as I predicted Summer makes its final stand towards the end of October and then, finally, like a breathe of dry air, Autumn officially arrives. In the way I've learned the pattern of this new land, so too respect witnessing in awareness the end of another season - how it feels…
One women's journey through spiritual healing.
I feel so much resistance to this blank page recently and find every excuse to avoid the work. Perhaps I fear the vulnerability, because I know once I am placed here, whatever is meant to flow from me will come – and sometimes, the truth is hard to acknowledge let alone depict with words. Alas,…
