The lifelessness of each new day – I am surprised by what little seems to stimulate me now. The solace I find are at these keys; any time I can spend here, purging my thoughts and emotions here, it is time well-spent, and seemingly one of the only measures, practices, getting me through time as…
Since returning back from Soltara, life has seemed – dull. Empty, really, and I feel like I am searching for something meaningful in all the monotony of each new day. For everyone else around me, things seem the same, they feel the same, but I… I am different, somehow. For years, I carried around pain,…
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Wash away the forces that keep me from you; this loss is not yours but mine to hold. I am tethered intentionally, learning only now to be comfortable within this darkness. Learning how to shine the light within to magnify what I hold most dear. A mystery of tenderness, the precious truth of quiet longing,…
Do we really have power to change? That is the question I’ve been asking myself since yesterday, upon waking from the second night of ceremony. If you read my post before this one, you will see in great detail the severity of that experience, and how I literally went through hell. To say I’ve faced…
Just four days ago we were strangers on the same bus. Tonight, we sat around a fire … My children just got a call through to me on video chat, and now I completely forgot what I wanted to say. They got me through, last night, they pulled me through… Tonight, we sat around a…
In the darkness time stops. The light from the moon the only illumination once the four candles are extinguished, and even so we were told to keep eyes closed as much as possible. Nature sings loudly in the surrounding trees and open, starry sky, this the only sound except for the occasional shifting of someone…
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This place holds a sacred energy, of that I am sure. From the moment my feet touched the grounds I felt at peace here, it was unexpected and quite welcome after a morning of nerves fed by absolute uncertainty.After an hour and a half on the bus through shantytowns and bustling streets, we arrived at…
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