Is there hope or is it over

I am on a rollercoaster I cannot stop. At the beginning it was stuck at the top of a large, steep incline, all I could do was hold on and hold my breathe, waiting for the drop. Now, I am in between loops, wishing the ride would stop; I don't want another antagonistic spin, another…

Walking in Faith

Patience and discernment. The road ahead is uphill, winding, very steep with few safe ledges. My climbing gear is old and put together with duct tape, my rope frayed, and the anchors have all been rusted, you can't fathom trusting them if you slip, but I know there will come pitches I cannot ascend if…

Hope.

"Hope, when you look at the psychology of it is two parts: There's the vision of what the future could be, and the path to follow to get there", Kimberly Holmes. I've been devouring podcasts with intense focus recently, dealing primarily with personal growth and healing and the psychology of relationships.One thing I've heard with…

What are you capable of?

Capable. It's a word I've toyed with the past few days in my mind. Quietly. Thoughtfully. Examining, holding myself accountable to the truths I don't want to acknowledge, facing them anyway. I have come to the notion that maybe I am ... capable. Maybe the struggle has been, all along, that I doubted whether I…